1. |
checkmate
02:54
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they say the devil got a chess game
better than fischer had on his best day
set stage, he leads, first pawn to c3
left a white queen open just to try to check me
so let’s play
i’m wilin on my castling
switchen up positions on that gotta keep her traveling
off balance, i’m jaw slacking and off rambling
tryna get her grin to stretch tighter than taut canvas
been on that couple years a game shit
livin in my mental,
might as well’ve made her pay rent
spent a summer living under latex
ain’t a damn thing like some unsafe sex
blank checks
living on that fourty-nine moves shit
got a couple knights, can’t find a way to use em
i’m no kasparov, worried I’m see through
livin in between them mean reds and deep blues
checkmate
checkmate
every pawn thinks he king on his best days
checkmate
checkmate
makin moves through the ranks and the chest pains
checkmate
checkmate
every pawn thinks he king on his best days
checkmate
checkmate
but even kings get deaded
players had us lookin like fool’s mate
i could see the future in the moves made
now we could move straight or we could watch for the hook
you know there ain’t no such things as halfway rooks
i’m halfway shook, tryna keep that nice act up
on that dark horse riding
while my knights act up
on some fuck a bishop, they ain’t never seen a black square
how they gon tell me that i gotta keep a path clear
thought i had that shit on lock last year
tryna lead a charge
bet they only taking cash here
wish we had a strategy to get behind
i’m done with living balanced on a mahfuckin credit line
tryna play a couple moves in advance
on some
pull a piece back, remain true to the plans
catch a black king leanin
tryna get up out a chess game
open to the queen,
that’s a mahfuckin checkmate
checkmate
checkmate
every pawn thinks he king on his best days
checkmate
checkmate
makin moves through the ranks and the chest pains
checkmate
checkmate
every pawn thinks he king on his best days
checkmate
checkmate
but even kings get deaded in the end game
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2. |
transmutation
04:16
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so i was standing outside at the back of this show
tryna catch a little breath, with timb tracks in the snow
passin ghosts in the air from the back of my throat
there’s a couple boys out back, stoners passin a roach
red shades on they souls, half packing a bowl
i’m like, half worth notice til it’s ready to smoke
then they on some
you wanna hit this?
we got a couple minutes til the next act plays
throw some clouds in your vision
i’m all
i’m tryna make a living off this voice
every hit i take of smoke
gets it closer to destroyed
besides, i rarely smoke marijuana anyways
couple hits of ganj and my brain goes renegade
they laughed, looking like a hyena pack
eyes glazed, minds half detached
a man i hadn’t seen stood up in the back
rockin all black everything with pentagram tats, like
son i know what your bidness is
dropped a lil disc now you tryna go infinite
i can see your future, dead insignificant
your voice ain’t deep enough to grab rap dividends
i got a pack of camel lights
that’ll never run dry
you could smoke em all night
and them a get your voice tones right
the only price that they take a couple years off your life
slippin on that black ice, shiver in my bones
knowing that my next words giving up the ghost, like
fuck it, i would die for a pulse
looked him in the eye spoke
gimme gimme smokes
coughin never seemed so intimate
gimme gimme smokes
get me closer to the infinite
from the ash to the dust to the track marks
whats a couple years to a mahfuckin rap star?
whats a couple years to a mahfuckin rap star?
whats a couple years to a mahfuckin rap?
whats a couple years to a mahfuckin rap?
whats a couple years to a mahfuckin rap star?
This is rap divination
chantz and i talkin bout the future in his basement
tryna get the fanbase spread like we satan
the beats and the candles
the black innovations
he schooled me on his body of work
said it’s human sacrifice to embody the words
when you sip out the goddamn bottle it burns
til you vomit words
you know you putting pain in the verse
there’s no restraint if it works
it only bangs when it hurts
no containing the curse or escape to faith in the works
you doin alchemy
equivalent exchange in the worst way
sacrificing everything you had in the first place
i’m sitting there, asking if it’s worth it
to bring all that pain to the surface
i reached in my pocket for the pack of the cigs
lit one up like
it is what it is
coughin never seemed so intimate
gimme gimme smokes
get me closer to the infinite
from the ash to the dust to the track marks
whats a couple years to a mahfuckin rap star?
whats a couple years to a mahfuckin rap star?
whats a couple years to a mahfuckin rap?
whats a couple years to a mahfuckin rap?
whats a couple years to a mahfuckin rap star?
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coughin never seemed so intimate
gimme gimme smokes
get me closer to the infinite
from the ash to the dust to the track marks
whats a couple years to a mahfuckin rap star?
coughin never seemed so intimate
gimme gimme smokes
get me closer to the infinite
from the ash to the dust to the track marks
whats a couple years to a rap star?
sing it
coughin never seemed so intimate
gimme gimme smokes
get me closer to the infinite
from the ash to the dust to the track marks
whats a couple years to a mahfuckin rap star?
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3. |
shadows
03:28
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you always said your dad gave you paper skin
it was wafer thin
look, felt tip pens bleed
away from where you make amends
i seen the way your eyes turn in sets
enough to wonder how you keep them flames burning fresh
with him it’s always gin and tourniquets
i don’t know how you think you deserve that shit
i’m afraid you’ve been growing hard to reach again
cause when we play shows, i see your shadows leaning in
glass bottles get reversed on a bit of bourbon
all your curses reemerge
all your burdens worsen
you done fell in love with a mariner
he sunk his fingertips deep in your salt weathered hair
traded in your voice for white noise and a bit of air
every story ain’t got an ever after square
on the shore he got a couple rays to share
but son turn a little darker when the sky ain’t lookin fair
he got a pistol in his closet
i’m not saying get it but i’m not saying
not yet
heard he want to put a ring up on your finger
one of y’all is gonna have to pull a trigger
i’m just saying that i’d miss you
if it came to that
if he hits you again
you should pay him back
i can’t tell you how to purpose your pain
i just don’t wanna see you circling drains
circling drains
you always said your mom gave you eyes like a paintbrush
colors in your mind
black and white on the paystubs
rooms fulla people who don’t know where you came from
that shit can make it kinda hard to
make it through the grey months
i know you went distant
i noticed the friction
i know you took to smoking
just to pour it through your system
i know you was sprinting just to hold your position
black holes with a mission
tryna close you in a grip n
get you tripping
listen
i always been a scribe without a script
never found a way to mitigate the symptoms
but that being said
i only ever had to trip about the outcomes
you always had to worry bout the income
and i’m not sure that i can write to give you any peace of mind
but know i’m riding with you til the outer limits
i spent that money from my whip just to put us on a disk
if i went back
i wouldn’t do it any different
and we know the world tryna leave us with our tracks in the ash
it’s a goddamn battle of attrition
but i’mma make sure
any time they try to tell us what we’re worth
we slit the purses and we liberate the prisons
winning
we only got up in this shit to motherfuckin struggle
and i’ll never give that up because of image
so anytime you got a couple shadows in your head you gotta juggle
know i got you to the mahfuckin finish
to the mahfuckin finish
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4. |
out-of-doors
04:14
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one for the clouds
two for soft anxieties
three for self- indulgence and baristas who say hi to me
four for anonymity
the warmth of simple privacy
five for life on cable lines
and feds who tryna wire me
six for the apathy
seven for the practice
eight for five percenters
tryna parcel out the math in me
nine for the caffeinated
ten for the casualties
eleven for the gentleman who broke the glass menagerie
twelve for the riots shields and full metal jacketing
don’t speak on thirteen got a feelin that it’s bad for me
fourteen when i made my first track
fifteen for the nostalgia and the way it’s coming back to me
sixteen i almost died on lake street driving backwards
lost cause my first love had turned her back on me
wouldn’t have made it to seventeen
if i didn’t have an eye for navigation
and a way to keep the traffic clean
eighteen for the vividness of near death experiences
i can taste the fear like it’s happening
nineteen for when her eyes glaze over
on ceramic states of mind
like the homegirl ashley’s
twenty for the lies i told to escape
the devil’s cave
and the men who saw her spirit in its packaging
twenty one for the cycles round the sun
that have passed since i made my first tracks on this galaxy
twenty two too heavy handed fools
in my head always tryna rap battle me
i could be the new god odysseus except i’m such a hypocrite
now isn’t that a goddamn tragedy
twenty three for days
sleepless twenty fours
twenty five couldn’t tell you what the hell i’m counting for
but i’m not gonna quit cause i’m scared to stop trying
twenty six twenty seven twenty eight twenty nine and
thirty thirty one thirty thirty three
thirty eight fourty five fifty one fifty
counting blessings while i’m
hiding in the storms
getting tired but
i’m running out of doors
but i’m running out of doors
counting blessings while i’m
hiding in the storms
getting tired but
i’m running out of doors
but i’m running out of doors
doors
counting blessings while i’m
hiding in the storms
getting tired but
i’m running out of doors
but i’m running out of
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